Love Me, Mummy, Tyla, Chris, Daniel, Nanna Ellen & Everyone else
x
Sunday, 11 July 2010
Night night, sleep tight.
Night night Eveline. You left us on the 28th June, but believe me you'll always be in our hearts. 1.04am; 1lb 1oz- a perfect tiny angel. Fly high sweetheart
Saturday, 10 July 2010
Introducing myself
My name is Charlotte Rose and have been known by that for the past 15 years. I have lived my life in a small place called Rochester in the Medway Towns in "The Garden of England", Kent and in a place called Wednesbury/Wolverhampton, right in the middle of the UK. Although I’m a small town girl, I definitely don’t live and small town life…
I'm not perfect, and I don't and won't pretend to be pretend to be... Make what you want out of me, judge me... I couldn't care less... The chances are, you mean nothing to me. If you hear something about me, ask me. Don’t think it’s the truth right there and then. Half the things you hear probably aren't true. I'm the ONLY one who can justify who I am, what I say and what I do. I do things in life you all may not like or agree with but I have done them all for a reason. I haven’t made mistakes I have made choices, some good some bad.
I've got enemies but that just means I’ve stood up for something in my life. I'm not fake and I’m not afraid to speak my mind... Which I’ll admit isn't always the best thing to do... If there's one thing that I can't stand, its rude people. I know not everybody gets along but manners don't cost anything. I believe you should be more concerned about your character than your reputation because your character is who you are & your reputation is what others think of you. Confidence is the most attractive part of a person. Don't hide who you are. Ever.
I've learnt a lot in my little life and some things I learnt the hard way. I’ve learnt to be careful with who you trust. I would like to believe that I don't trust anyone... But me... I can trust anyone in a fraction of a second, but once a trust has been broken, it’s so hard to gain back. Another thing that comes with trust is truth... Not everyone is true, when you fall people that you thought where there to catch you can drop you at the drop of a hat. I’ve learnt that hello is always accompanied with a goodbye and that looking back on the past can make you cry because you realise that people can change just like that. Change is inevitable; it will always be a constant in life. Forever never seems to last. The past may be filled with mistakes but it is the foundation of who you have become. Regrets at one point was what you wanted, so learn from mistakes and move on with life, because time doesn’t wait for you.. Life goes on with or without you. But in all honesty, I am a girl who thought she knew everything but hardly knows anything at all.. Everyday you learn something new, and the world just gets bigger and uglier with each new discovery.
I like to think i work myself haird and I’m always looking to achieve the best of everything. I believe if you want something in life... go and get it. If you want something done, do it yourself... Because at the end of the day the only person that’s going to hold you up is YOU... and if you don't make it to where you wanted to be, you can only blame yourself. There are many things I want to achieve and many career opportunities I would love to try, the path to the choices is the hardest part but it WILL happen. Say what you want but when you devote yourself to achieving your goal you will not be bothered by shallow criticism... and I won’t stop until I achieve my goals. YES GOALS, not dreams. Dreams don’t come true. But I believe do what you want and the money will follow. I try to be the best I can be and I hope that all my hard work will pay off one day. I know what I want and I never stop, no matter the circumstances and even if others give up, I’ll keep going.
I have tonnes of regrets but if I had the chance to turn back time and change anything about me or what’s happened in my life... I wouldn't because this is what has made me who I am today! I also have the habit of speaking before I think and I think that’s why I get into most of the trouble I get into but I guess that just builds on my character.
I'm NEARLY always smiling even when shit gets rough I try to see the bright side of life, but there’s those times when things just get too hard. But other than that I’m always up for a laugh and there’s nothing I love more than to make people smile and I love spending time out with my friends, just being me and enjoying what’s left of my childhood. Some people describe me as bonkers, looney, off my trolley etc... And I wouldn't say they were wrong but you may have your own opinion. I'm not afraid of being myself and acting like a complete clown around people. You have got to laugh when you're the joke... I'm down to earth, I always will be. If you get embarrassed by people easily then you may want to keep your distance. Even though I can be quite immature I also have a good head on my shoulders, I can be serious and sensible when I need to be. But there is something that everyone should know about me... Even though I seem happy 24/7 it doesn’t always mean that everything is perfect, I sometimes tend to bottle things up, I’m more for helping others first and then thinking about myself later. I know i may act as if I’m invincible, but in reality, I’m not, I’m human. I feel, i hurt, i cry, i just hide it from the world. But as they say... Always look on the bright side of life.
I come from a HUGE family. I love them all so much and think the absolute world of them. No were not perfect but we are who we are and wouldn't change anything for the world. My immediate family are my Mum Michelle, Little brother Tyla-Jay, big brothers Chris & Daniel & angel sister Eveline Isabella-Grace. And as for the rest of my family... My mum was the youngest of 6. On my mum’s side of the family alone I have countless amounts of cousins and second cousins that I can think of... no doubt there are more out there that i'm not aware of! I'm not too sure about my dad’s side. But that’s a lot of family right? Yeh... and all of them to me are the best people in the world!
I've also changed a lot in the last few months, finding out i was pregnant just after i turned 15 was a big shock, but it's made me realize that i shouldn't be so "careless" with my life as these things happen. Loosing my beautiful little baby on the 22nd february was one of the hardest things, me as a person has been through. What they say is true, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right.
I can't stand people who have no mind, imagination or creativity of their own, be original and be proud of it! I'm the author of my life, everything I am is all me and all i'm ever going to be.
I'm not perfect, and I don't and won't pretend to be pretend to be... Make what you want out of me, judge me... I couldn't care less... The chances are, you mean nothing to me. If you hear something about me, ask me. Don’t think it’s the truth right there and then. Half the things you hear probably aren't true. I'm the ONLY one who can justify who I am, what I say and what I do. I do things in life you all may not like or agree with but I have done them all for a reason. I haven’t made mistakes I have made choices, some good some bad.
I've got enemies but that just means I’ve stood up for something in my life. I'm not fake and I’m not afraid to speak my mind... Which I’ll admit isn't always the best thing to do... If there's one thing that I can't stand, its rude people. I know not everybody gets along but manners don't cost anything. I believe you should be more concerned about your character than your reputation because your character is who you are & your reputation is what others think of you. Confidence is the most attractive part of a person. Don't hide who you are. Ever.
I've learnt a lot in my little life and some things I learnt the hard way. I’ve learnt to be careful with who you trust. I would like to believe that I don't trust anyone... But me... I can trust anyone in a fraction of a second, but once a trust has been broken, it’s so hard to gain back. Another thing that comes with trust is truth... Not everyone is true, when you fall people that you thought where there to catch you can drop you at the drop of a hat. I’ve learnt that hello is always accompanied with a goodbye and that looking back on the past can make you cry because you realise that people can change just like that. Change is inevitable; it will always be a constant in life. Forever never seems to last. The past may be filled with mistakes but it is the foundation of who you have become. Regrets at one point was what you wanted, so learn from mistakes and move on with life, because time doesn’t wait for you.. Life goes on with or without you. But in all honesty, I am a girl who thought she knew everything but hardly knows anything at all.. Everyday you learn something new, and the world just gets bigger and uglier with each new discovery.
I like to think i work myself haird and I’m always looking to achieve the best of everything. I believe if you want something in life... go and get it. If you want something done, do it yourself... Because at the end of the day the only person that’s going to hold you up is YOU... and if you don't make it to where you wanted to be, you can only blame yourself. There are many things I want to achieve and many career opportunities I would love to try, the path to the choices is the hardest part but it WILL happen. Say what you want but when you devote yourself to achieving your goal you will not be bothered by shallow criticism... and I won’t stop until I achieve my goals. YES GOALS, not dreams. Dreams don’t come true. But I believe do what you want and the money will follow. I try to be the best I can be and I hope that all my hard work will pay off one day. I know what I want and I never stop, no matter the circumstances and even if others give up, I’ll keep going.
I have tonnes of regrets but if I had the chance to turn back time and change anything about me or what’s happened in my life... I wouldn't because this is what has made me who I am today! I also have the habit of speaking before I think and I think that’s why I get into most of the trouble I get into but I guess that just builds on my character.
I'm NEARLY always smiling even when shit gets rough I try to see the bright side of life, but there’s those times when things just get too hard. But other than that I’m always up for a laugh and there’s nothing I love more than to make people smile and I love spending time out with my friends, just being me and enjoying what’s left of my childhood. Some people describe me as bonkers, looney, off my trolley etc... And I wouldn't say they were wrong but you may have your own opinion. I'm not afraid of being myself and acting like a complete clown around people. You have got to laugh when you're the joke... I'm down to earth, I always will be. If you get embarrassed by people easily then you may want to keep your distance. Even though I can be quite immature I also have a good head on my shoulders, I can be serious and sensible when I need to be. But there is something that everyone should know about me... Even though I seem happy 24/7 it doesn’t always mean that everything is perfect, I sometimes tend to bottle things up, I’m more for helping others first and then thinking about myself later. I know i may act as if I’m invincible, but in reality, I’m not, I’m human. I feel, i hurt, i cry, i just hide it from the world. But as they say... Always look on the bright side of life.
I come from a HUGE family. I love them all so much and think the absolute world of them. No were not perfect but we are who we are and wouldn't change anything for the world. My immediate family are my Mum Michelle, Little brother Tyla-Jay, big brothers Chris & Daniel & angel sister Eveline Isabella-Grace. And as for the rest of my family... My mum was the youngest of 6. On my mum’s side of the family alone I have countless amounts of cousins and second cousins that I can think of... no doubt there are more out there that i'm not aware of! I'm not too sure about my dad’s side. But that’s a lot of family right? Yeh... and all of them to me are the best people in the world!
I've also changed a lot in the last few months, finding out i was pregnant just after i turned 15 was a big shock, but it's made me realize that i shouldn't be so "careless" with my life as these things happen. Loosing my beautiful little baby on the 22nd february was one of the hardest things, me as a person has been through. What they say is true, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right.
I can't stand people who have no mind, imagination or creativity of their own, be original and be proud of it! I'm the author of my life, everything I am is all me and all i'm ever going to be.
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